My First struggle

I remember when I first got Tinnitus it was terrible as hell, it comes from sound trauma due to listening to loud music in my headphones for prolonged periods. The ringing and buzzing in my ears seem to be insupportable, I left with one week of insomnia, why I got this sound in my ears? I still remember the changes in my life because of Tinnitus I doubled High school I did not passed the exams everything changed in my life even the vision for the future. I asked myself question about what coming next and how I will conduct my life with this sorry to say that but I will call it shit in my ears it's like you got all the badness of life why I'm supposed to get this why me.

I knew that there are other diseases that exist, but it's not like Tinnitus, it's annoying not because of the ringing, but because it's hidden no one can hear it no medicine technology can measure it. In the first months people told me why you are sad and frustrated, I told them I got T in my ear I can see sympathy in their faces they cannot do anything, simply advising me to forget about OK I will try, but there is nothing that I can do to ignore it's here constant annoying as hell, if I had the ability to forget why I won't do it.

After, getting this kind of reaction from people I stopped telling anyone about my sufferance from Tinnitus even if I was dying from the sound in my ears no one can help me only god and myself this was my decision regard people..

From this experiences I begun relying on myself to find out the best solution for the ringing in my ear

It's like fighting a strong enemy. I started my research on the internet it was not easy at all I didn't find something that really cure T, looking in the forums websites and finding information about cure it was a long investigation,until I become an autodidact a specialist in my own, I have found the way that conducted me to beat Tinnitus that I will discuss  in my next post.